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Name: Elise
Location: United States
Birthday: 4/29/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i am completly in love with the written language...and i am a huge theatre geek!!! i love to do anything active as long as im moving an not sitting stilll...note active!!!
Expertise: well i bet this is supposed to be clean so i'll keep my mouth shut!
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  rabiddreamer
MSN: dramachicy@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  jiggy_stonerchick18
Member Since:
9/1/2004
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| never on xanga anymore....go to my myspace if you wanna keep in touch....
http://www.myspace.com/blondeillusion
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| ::_**_::About Me::_**_::
01.) Name:: Elizabeth
02.) Middle Name:: Lyndel
03.) DOB:: 4/29/88
04.) Age:: 17 almost 18 bitches!!!
05.) Location:: Parker, CO
06.) Eye Color:: they change mostly green
07.) Hair Color:: strawberry blonde
08.) Hair Length:: pretty long like mid back now a days
09.) Height:: 5'3 1/2
10.) Shoe Size:: 5 or 6 ish!
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: contacts
12.) Braces:: nope not anymore! metal mouth no more!
13.) Single or Taken:: Single and loving it!
14.) Bad Habits:: smoker, toker!!! haha
15.) Fears:: Hmmm... under the bed, open closets
16.) Screen Name:: wicked18
::_**_:: School ::_**_::
17.) Where Do You Go to School:: Eagle academy
18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: dont have one
19.) Whats Your School Colors:: dont have any
20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: Smoke breaks
21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: Reistch
22.) What Do They Teach:: Sociology
23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: Mack attack!!!
::_**_:: Love Life ::_**_::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: Happily nope!
25.) If So, Whats There Name::
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: f
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: yep hes a doll!
28.) Do They Know:: shhhhh its a secret
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: all the time
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: To many times to count
::_**_:: Favorites ::_**_::
31.) Animal:: manitee
32.) Color:: Pink
33.) Person:: Marissa
34.) Subject:: newspaper
35.) Season:: Spring..
36.) Holiday:: None.. holloween
37.) Hobby::playing drums, smoking
38.) Sport:: gymnastics, diving
39.) Feeling:: wild
40.) Saying:: whatever whatever
41.) Word:: ridiculous!!!!
42.) Month:: April..
43.) Clothing:: None!!!!
44.) Jewelry:: belly chian
45.) Food:: sushi
46.) Snack:: gummi bears!
::_**_:: Friends ::_**_::
47.) Best:: Marissa
48.) Daringest:: Spoons
49.) Funniest:: All my friends are funny... but marissa keeps me laughing all day long
50.) Tallest:: david
51.) Shortest:: Tara
52.) Loudest:: Marissa
53.) Shyest:: i dont hang out with shy ppl
54.) Smartest:: peter
55.) Blondest:: um... Marissa
56.) Craziest:: Marissa
57.) Nicest:: Tara
58.) Sweetest:: Marissa
59.) Weirdest:: kevin
60.) Flirtest:: Marissa
::_**_:: Have You Ever ::_**_::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: Yes a few
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: all the time i see the future
63.) Broken a Body Part:: Yes.. lots
64.) Fallin’ in Love:: Everyday it sux
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: omg all the freaking time..lets not talk a bout it
67.) Sang in Public:: i was a choir girl and a theatre geek
68.) Cryed in Public:: used to but im not that weak anymore
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: DUH!
70.) Been in a Car Crash:: ya
::_**_:: The Last ::_**_::
71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: put lip gloss on
72.) Person You Yelled at:: Wesley
73.) Person You Hugged:: Cory
74.) Person You IMed:: adam
75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: i dont have a room to clean!
76.) Song You were Listening to:: phantom of the opera jamming with my marissa!!!
77.) TV Show You Watched:: family guy
78.) Movie You Watched:: Saw2
79.) Time You went to the Movies:: underworld 2
80.) Time You Cryed:: cant remember!
81.) You Took a Shower:: like 3 hours ago
::_**_:: This OR That ::_**_::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: Pepsi
83.) Tall OR Short:: tall boys
84.) Flowers OR Candy:: Candy
85.) Math OR English:: English
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: Blink 182
87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: mickey
88.) Middle School OR High School:: High School
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: boyfriend
90.) Single OR Taken:: Single
::_**_:: Word Association ::_**_::
91.) bead:: cafe
92.) bed:: *drity thoughts*
93.) sexy:: underwear
94.) phone:: girl talk
95.) tough:: mike
96.) neato:: interesting word
97.) leather:: whip
98.) weird:: pocket protector
99.) so:: bored
100.) easy:: hard
101.) test:: boo
102.) nerd::wes
103.) falling:: in love
104.) air:: water
105.) hot:: cold
::_**_:: Random ::_**_::
106.) do u sleep with a stuff animal:: yes a manittee
107.) do u like snowballs:: Yeah when im throwing them
108.) are u in school:: at nite
109.) do u like to swim:: ya
110.) are u funny:: ya i guess but looks arent everything
111.) what do u think of water:: pretty
112.) are u a blonde at heart:: not just at heart
113.) have u ever been to maryland:: twice
114.) have u seen “chasing liberty”:: ya
115.) are u happy this survey is over?::no because no i actually have to work at school | | |
| Let the ashes fall unnoticed
As the sun sets on another meaningless day
The hole grows seemingly longer with each passing moment
Hold fast to these slipping memories
Heal my breaking heart
Re-born into this world of pain
The light of pure innocence tainted
By the unforgettable knowledge of our past
Leave me my darling
Drop this never-ending battle
Forsake my desolate love
Belong forever in another’s arms
May your new beginning save you
Hope for tomorrow never falters
Bring me a dreamer’s sacrifice
Smile upon my misfortune
Shed your tears for my pathetic existence
Forget me…
Let my short-fledged sanity return to me
Show me my future
Blind me from my past
Servant of my confused heart
Guide me through this darkened forest
Bring me to a sanctuary
Even if only in my mind
Lock me up, to save me from myself
Play your final hand,
For tis all you have left of me
Emptiness fills the place you once held
Look past my tears tell me what you see
I’ve grown up, shame you haven’t…
I’m no longer your immature play toy
Leave me be in my new found self worth
Move on my love
Because you see, I already have.
Farewell mi amore | | |
| wow i never write here always on myspace i swear ya well shit is fucked up dont wanna type it twice go to myspace if you wanna know the hype | | |
| I can't even believe anything...i dunno everything just seems so fake to me i can't help but cry but for some reason i dont know what im crying for. i know i m sad but i dont know why. i reallyy have no reight to be i have it pretty easy. Only 3 months left and i leave this hell whole im so tired of being treated like shit, i used to think it was ok but then a met a few great guys who treated me great never had that befroe...i didnt want to go back to being treated like shit. she only came and got me to cover her own ass if she wouldnt get charged with abandonment she would have left me there to rot, but its too late i already did that place changed me i feel so numb. i want to be able so say i love you and mean it i want to hug someone and feel it but i cant nothing matters anymore im just a walking corspe no soul and cant love. and after what happened with chris i thought i'd never heal but i was finally someone loved me and it didnt hurt but im back at where i started unsble to control one danm thing around me. Some one please shoot me.
i wrote this while i was there...
Look through the eyes of a restrained prisoner
Wandering thoughts of extreme self hatred abundant here
Can’t say the truth behind the blind sense of security
Tell me your horror story
Escape for just a moment and let your worries consume themselves
Lock me up bind me in these straps
Save my soul from this fire
Hide my face in my scared hands
Lat my tears be my mask
You keep my heart beating out of love I hold back
This urge for my last breath
Though my privacy has been ravaged I will heal
Can’t help but dream of when I get out
Memories flood my mind
Leaving me helpless to my tears
And time ticks away
The endless hours of the day melt my mind
Never thought I’d be here
Never thought I’d get away
Not at all what I had hoped for
I left hell only to be place into an emptiness filled with unanswered questions.
What will come next for me?
Will you still want me even if it means time apart?
You are my life my love
How can I be denied of your comfort?
The darkness has only begun
It holds such an insatiable grip on me
Be my light my love, guide me through
The sour hate that put me here shall disappear
And in my head I am crazy
But in your arms…we are perfect
please comment even though i know nobody reads my xanga
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